Close your eyes…

Close your eyes, I wont lie just go to sleep

Meet you there in all of your dreams

Never wake up from this one sweetie

Never wake up from this one

Never wake up from this one sweetie

Never wake up at all…

Stuck you to my heart just like a leech suck the poison make it bleed underneath this skin my chest is caving in vomit up the courage that you fake every pill that I will take still reminds me of everyone I loved sing the sadness build the sorrow it’s okay we’ll die tomorrow sing affliction my omission sew me shut these lips your kissing cancel every nerve that makes you laugh you can haunt me in the past but I’m living in your future Close your eyes and pretend there’s nothing to fear, make it all disappear close your eyes and promise that your words are sincere I can make this disappear You’re so distressed she whispered under her breath and I knew right then from that moment that her words were at best lies or just plagues I dug my heart from a grave to give you everything you wanted then you took it ran away what can I do? I guess her lies are all true and all the consequences kill me and I hope they kill you too kind of claustrophobic and I’m locked like a “Jay” in the box I don’t deserve this, not as much as you (I hope you burn in hell) Halloween’s over you can take off your mask and if you solemnly swear then I’ll patiently ask, marry me or bury me? I need you to choose and you need to choose now

Sixteen young and in love we were a couple of thugs so won’t you be my cut throat princess? Trust me I’m just one of a kind an image up in your mind so cut the jealousy, your favorite felony maybe you just think you’re a saint without the “s” you’re an ain’t a cute killer but I just don’t think your special sick to death with love it’s a plague it’s like my heart’s in a cage a cute pessimist but that don’t make me special tell me on the line are we fine? I need know if you’re mine and here we go again another argument Say what you want me to say I never cared anyway and if I’m dead it only makes it better, die… if you want me to die then look me straight in the eyes I’m waiting here and I’m not so patient Now don’t you miss a beat because you’re just a couple feet away and your about to Say what I thought you would say you never cared anyway and if I’m dead it only makes it better, die.. If you want me to die then look me straight in the eyes I’m waiting here and I’m not so patient Now I’m falling heaven’s calling now I’m falling now I’m falling, now (down) Sixteen young and naive you had your reasons to leave, don’t leave me believe me, pardon me for asking but I need to know you need me even if the answers aren’t coming out so easy, pardon me for thinking that I thought I might have loved you really it’s depressing because there’s nothing that we could do, I don’t understand if you want to hold my hand we could come up with a plan and it’s alright, I don’t understand if you really want to go then I think that you should know that it’s alright, stuck beneath the memories falling like an avalanche, this could kill me you so kill me, now don’t you miss a beat because your just a couple feet away and your about to

Caught between the sheets that we laid I tasted fire for days so don’t be satisfied I think she’s dead inside

Conscious but I don’t think she breathes a magic show up her sleeves so quit the fucking act I want my money back, cue the curtains end the stage fright, fuck your drama kill the flood lights, every line that you think that I’ll believe, I’m still leaving every lie that you ever told to me that’s your reason You make me want to run right out and kill myself go right out and kill myself, you do… You make me want to run away forever girl take me to another world, could you? Stuck between a rock and shell my heart is hollow as hell I gave you love to try but you’re not satisfied run and go tell all of your friends just how the story will end I think you’re satisfied now that I’m dead inside, cue the ending quit pretending love is like a fairytale until these summer lips are stale

Running around and around in my brain I think it’s just another sign of me going insane, boxes are packed and there stacked in the hall I think the only thing I need is a trip to the hospital, cutting never heals though I welded the wounds and if heaven is my home then I’m coming home soon, slamming the door and the gate is still locked I think I slowly decay while I’m quietly fucked Reach out for the stars you can touch them I won’t miss you at all Running around and around through your thoughts am I just another boy with a lesson that you taught? Fires are cold and it’s sold to the sinners, love is a game but baby I’m not a winner, cutting never heals though I welded it shut, and if I’m such a dirty thought then you’re such a dirty slut, scarring can’t heal these things you took away, what can I say? Fall between a line that divides am I dead or alive? I’m waiting here, I’m waiting here Stale because you ruin the taste of every dream that I chase, my memories (are like my enemies) (bad memories) I’m waiting here for you

She’s the better opposite of love that lasts forever underground cadavers still looking for some pleasure, oh dear God I’m wrapped in skin, when can my sweet death begin? Funerals remind me that I’m just one death away from you underneath the plastic where my lifeless face is turning blue, oh dear God I’m wrapped in skin, when can my sweet death begin? Hearses still remind me that I’m just one ride away from you, underneath the soil where my morbid dreams are coming true, oh dear God I’m wrapped in skin, when can my sweet death begin? Better get it right, or I’ll tell you to go fuck yourself, I’m the better opposite of love that lasts forever, underground we’re lovers still buried in our pleasure, oh dear God I’m wrapped in skin, when can my sweet death begin? Eulogy’s remind me that I’m just one speech away from you, underneath the plastic where my lifeless face is turning blue, oh dear God I’m wrapped in skin, when can my sweet death begin? Razors still remind me that I’m just one cut away from you, underneath the dirt where my morbid dreams are coming true, oh dear God I’m wrapped in skin, when can my sweet death begin? Because I’m not guilty!

Back way back, back in the day before my world was dark and grey everything was going my way then I met you in a home-ec class beautiful eyes and a face to match, evil never looked so good soon the day came and you said farewell I said okay just rot in hell sweet dreams sweetie and I hope you suffocate, wait.. one more thing before I stray how the hell did it end this way I really don’t care but I’d like to know, go Open up the heavens above this is all of my love this is me, in my solitary open up the heavenly gates this is all of my fate this is me, in my solitary Back way back, back in the day before my life was ever this way everything was dark and grey then I met you on a sinking ship, wide eyed love with ruby red lips lust had never looked so good soon the day came and you sucked away, everything that I wanted to say sweet dreams sweetie and I hope you catch the plague wait.. one more thing before I stray how the hell did it end this way I really don’t care but I’d to know, go

Love? Well this isn’t love this is shotgun’s and slugs and this is you, sleeping with a loaded gun Love? Well love don’t exist it’s just a word that we risk, so take the safety off and fuck that loaded gun Love? Well love’s just a joke it’s four letters we choke on sweetie and I know you’ll regret it now, maybe there’s a train wreck up in my head and if love isn’t real then I’m already dead, maybe there’s an alibi for every song that I did you so wrong and I’m so-so sorry Happy fucking birthday it’s all the same you can blow out your candles while I blow out my brains, happy fucking birthday here is your gift you can open it up while I open my wrist Love? Well this isn’t love this is needles and drugs and this is you, powdered up on angel dust Love? Well love isn’t true it’s just something we do and pretty soon love will happen to shine through Love? Well love’s just a blade and you’re the one to be slain, cut open and remove your darkness

Broke into your window last night and sat in gloom quietly reminded by the scent of your perfume, sweet nothings are sweet sweet reminders of everything I wanted and nothing that I need broke into your dresser last night and found the drawer all of my pictures and maybe something more sweet nothings are sweet sweet reminders of everything I wanted and nothing that I need you’re a killer and I’m just your victim (and I’m just a sweet sweet innocent boy wrap your arms around me). Go! Don’t you waste all of your time, wasting yours and wasting mine (wishing that you were mine). Broke into you fiction last night and found the words destructively reminded just how bad it hurts sweet nothings are sweet sweet reminders of everything I wanted and nothing that I need, broke into my shadow last night and picked the scabs bleeding to death but it doesn’t feel all that bad separate I’m a recluse sweetheart separate I’m a bad bad man your loneliness is my emptiness your loneliness is mine to keep. Dead! Dream dream on my lover you’re a fantasy kiss me cut me what did you expect of me

Woke up this morning in a trashcan preacher in my left hand singing holy hallelujah! Sit the masses down in the pews I’ve got nothing to lose except the stench of holy hallelujah! Pray to God there’s something to take I fed my soul to a snake and every venom filled skirt around me pray to God there’s something to gain from all the perilous games I bet my pain really feeds his appetite drink up from the blood of the lamb another summer of Sam you keep the target locked make sure that hammers cocked Bang bang darling keep your eye on the prize first place lives and second place dies bang bang shnookems keep your heart in the race first place lives and seconds erased Woke up this morning in a trench coat blood covered love notes singing holy hallelujah! Sit the masses down to confess the blood that covers her dress is just fiction and I’m really not a killer guilty I’m a mad man perched atop a trash can but really that don’t make me the king of anything guilty I’m a psycho who thinks a loaded rifle is really just a toy for the crazy girls and boys please just set me free, free me from personality please just let me go let go of everything you know taking on the weight of the world you’re the prettiest girl that I’ve ever seen carry me the length of the way when you truthfully say I don’t want to be here

Everything has gone to your head and everything that you said is like therapy and it’s scaring me half to death because I think your right there’s just no reason to fight, she’s just a stupid girl, she’s just a stupid girl, half the fight is knowing the truth the other half is the proof and every lie that I (hope you get to die for)(hope you choke and die for) half the fight is knowing your friends and who they are and pretend to be I see I bottled up my hatred Screaming just a little bit, I’m getting sick of it, I know that everyone betrayed me maybe that’s what friends are for another hopeless door I know that everyone betrayed me, (Screaming just a little bit your such a little bitch, I know that I’m going fucking crazy maybe that’s what friends are for, for your girl to score I know that everyone’s betrayed me) Everything has gone to my head the monsters under my bed are like therapy and it’s scaring me, half to death I’m barely alive I pull the knife from my side, you missed my back bitch, you’re such a stupid girl

Once again I’m bored to death love is gone and all that’s left, coffin’s just my size fit me in a tailored suit death has found a different route straight into your eyes now apply your makeup baby until your made up the cemetery’s waiting at ease your such a fucking tease now I know how beautiful death can be Rain rain treachery anything to bury me please just let me go bad things stick to me glued myself to tragedy please just let me go This could be a crucifixion my addiction that you hate once again I’m bored to death and love has left and all that’s left, I think I’m buried alive no one knows how beautiful death can be, oh no love in form of tragedy let’s go cut the angel’s misery

Pop stop drop baby turn around and lock it daddy’s little fuck up go fuck yourself everybody here could use a little help fire fire fire fire baby your such a fucking liar daddy’s little fuck up go fuck yourself everybody here could use a little help, she’s an ordinary girl she’s an ordinary girl (daddy’s little fuck up go fuck yourself)

Hey girl set it in stone put your lips to the phone I think we need to argue think back look into the past that’s all that I will ask does it make you happy? When you cry into your pillow all the pills you swallow makes you more hollow think back look into the past memories will last it doesn’t make me happy now that everything’s gone and everything’s wrong I really hope your satisfied Please don’t speak let your actions do the talking and I’ll do the best that, I’ll do the best I can I am only a man, take me as I (am)

Hey you catch an early flight said you’re leaving here tonight I hope you never come back down from the cloud that you’re sitting on glad that you’re finally gone I won’t argue catch me when I fall I don’t want to come down catch me don’t catch me at all I just want to hit the ground more than words could ever speak I love you more than I did last week more than words could every say please just let me go away

Here’s a little ditty that I brought back from the city and those itty bitty titties was a checkpoint for the pity and I never turned my cheek away I never turned my cheek away but really what the fuck do you want me to say love is full of hate and pain a checkpoint for another game I never turn my cheek away I never turn my cheek away but really what the fuck do you want me to say really what the fuck do you want me to say I feel lost and so blue because of you what the fuck am I suppose to do? I feel lost and so blue because of you what the fuck what the fuck can I do?

Trembling you’re scared step into the world but please beware shaking your cold covered in the blood of these hands you hold, seldom could I find what was really on her mind and we never ever talked about it ever soon enough I’d learn that the bridge of love would burn just to fall into the ocean of my over used metaphors so damn sweet that the imagery is misery dressed to fit the part of what’s beating in your chest

So damn sweet that your love is like a cavity rotting out the teeth of my heart you tore apart seldom could she find what was really on my mind and we never ever talked about it not now (not now) soon enough she’d learn that the bridge of love would burn just to fall in the ocean of her over used selfishness Love’s so dead and you didn’t even see it coming I think that tells you something I think that tells you love’s so dead and there’s nothing that we could’ve done that ship has come and gone and now I’m moving on

Rarely could I find what was channeled in her mind now the batteries are dead and she’s running out of time soon enough we’d learn that the chemicals would burn just to spill into the ocean as we dance along the pier lonely just like Russian roulette without a safety net and I’m pulling the trigger (and I’ll pull the trigger) So damn sweet that the imagery is misery dressed to fit the part of what’s beating in your chest so damn sweet that I bet you didn’t think of me buried in the moment that you ripped my heart out