Deluded

The Day Of the Accident Lyrics

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~Eviscerated~

Say what you got say, anything? stay if you got to say, promise me lights out the darkness like a pessimist I’ll make you stay sundown reminds me I’m a pessimist it’s all okay you might be the only girl to take the fire from the world black ashes, life crashes I wish we wore a seatbelt It’s all over, it’s over, it’s all over now you can’t take me you can’t break me Blackout, the sun committing suicide I’ll make you stay night falls alone on a lonely child I’m not okay

-Adrenaline-

Dress up for my eulogy and wear your heart on your sleeve you’re like a puppet to me smile while you fake your façade it’s like you think that your God you think you’re so innocent fresh out of think I cannot’s I wager all that I’ve got my final stand, bleeding out my energy casual and clumsy you’re so difficult and rusty I’m so mentally disgusted, I’ll never be the same Scream out murder me quick I think I’m gonna be sick I need your medicine, or just adrenaline Fucking up your daily routine I’m like a leach on your spleen it’s like pleasure to me smile just to fake out myself but really no one can tell it’s hard to be so miserable fresh out of think I cannot’s I wager all that I’ve got my final stand, bleeding out my energyignorant and stupid she’s so kissable and cute it, makes me feel so nervous I’ll never be the same I hope you know, I hope you know better now I hope you’ve learned your lesson now

-Panic Trap-

Somber indiscretions that I’ll mention for the thrill of it I’ll wear this heart for you it’s like a bad case of violent headaches six months that I can’t undo cut it all out couldn’t get out tried to get out figured it out my nightmare’s coming true Losing my dreams couldn’t quite scream tore me from my fucking seams my life has come unglued I’m off my hinges with these syringes inject me perfect me protect me from my panic trap this brain’s a live grenade waiting to explode just to paint my room it’s like a bad case of violent headaches six months that I can’t undo losing it all family don’t call feeling so small with a shadow so tall I’ll take the pressure for you failing all goals punctured my soul throw me in a fucking hole I’ll break my heart for you Keep on pushing but I need to be pulled quarantine my fuckups and just keep me at the hospital keep on giving until there’s nothing to give stabilize my fuckups and just keep me at the hospital breathe motherfucker breathe, breathe motherfucker breathe, breathe save me, save me. save me, save me, because I’m done waiting.

~Ipecac Kisses~

Deeper as you dig in your nails your face is violet but pale you’re drinking guilt by the buckets like you wanted to further as we search for a cause she detracted her claws I’m drinking lust by the gallons like I wanted to goodnight cruel world I’ll miss you to death say you’ll never leave me goodnight cruel world I’ll miss you to death because then you won’t defeat taking all the angles leave me feeling strangled what the fuck am I suppose to do? Sky blue coma with a touch of Amaretto your window? Can’t this be simple? kissing, kissing you’re making me laugh sucking down your feelings made of ipecac Ready as I ever have been I think the bruises will blend right in this skin I’ll be camouflaged faster as I move in real close I think you’re risky at most so close I can taste your fireflies pause, rewind I think I left you behind somewhere buried in those awful secrets pause, rewind I think I left you behind catching my trail from the scent of liquor butterflies on our lips I can taste your kisses misses know it all

~A Faceless Disguise~

Lipstick trader with formaldehyde breath you’re such a real sweet victim with a tongue made of death butter me up my buttercup I’m a cannonball of shut the fuck up just sucking fucking something I said keep it shut so just say nothing liar, liar you’re a fake body like glass heart of a snake slither come hither like slivers into your lungs lay down by the river motherfucker you have lied I cant flood these tears inside I’ll cut my sternum open wide so you can view my love I hide bleed you’re a paper cut bleed you’re a memory bleed you’re a ripping scab bleed you’re my everything Holy apparitions I’m a ghost of what I use to be reflections aren’t the same cus I’m staring at the enemy holding more auditions for someone to open up my eyes staring back at nothing through a faceless disguise Goodness grief I’m worthless cause words of nails and talon like claws preaching reaching nothing throat to the blade with a brain of a pumpkin liar, liar I’m not true heart of glass mind like glue slither come hither deliver useless words that you gave up quicker motherfucker I have lied flooded out my two green eyes something’s broken deep inside beneath all feelings that I hide

~Liar & Thief~

Sending all your love that’s so funny you’re just so funny and cute girl Take your feelings back that’s’ so funny I’ve really no need for them now do I? Hello operator I’m a shady instigator not a fan of see you later but they’ve used that line before hello superstition I’m a black cat on a mission just to fuck up your position and make you come unglued knock knock knockin but heaven’s still closed I’ve got a purgatory view until the vacancy grows send me roses for dieing flowers just send the time back every minute every hour every last drop that you stole from me I want it back I won’t look back Crying out loud are you proud? are you happier now? cus I’m not happy Hello shiny razors got my shotgun crying traitor while I’m kissing alligators cus I never have before hello cemetery I’m a body getting buried like a zombie getting married just to make you turn all blue Doc doc doctor can you tell me the cause I’ve got a freezer to myself but I think that I thawed send me smiles for broken secrets just send the memories cus I don’t think that you should keep it every last drop that you stole from me I want it back I won’t look back for crying out and dieing down I hear your screams so louder then they were before

~Red Dress Masquerade~

Opposites attract that’s a promise not a fact I’m a barrel full of laughs you’re the monkey on my back sugar me sweet now sugar me tender accident no fender bender love is sweet and love is so useless She don’t look so ready but I’m ready with confetti like a red dress masquerade Stuck inside this car and I’m looking at you feelings have been murdered and your truth isn’t true spin my heart in circles I’m so dizzy yes I’m dizzy yes I’m dizzy for you buried go round get down I’m under this ground Scream! Let it all out I let out I let it out now she don’t love me never gonna touch never gonna touch me anymore this might be your funeral or this might be the greatest day

~Susquehanna Anthem (Attention All Caustics)~

My oh my I’m like Jesse James and I’ll join a gang to spray paint brains up and down these walls it’s your call it’s your uh oh here we go with a can of gas that I got from the Ho-Mart so smart P.F.T. pretty fucking tempting my oh my I’m bringing the laughs to a town that needs a fucking bath awe shit bring some soap or find a tree and get a rope uh oh here we go with an unlit match that I got from the Ho-Mart so smart P.F.T so, so tempting Burn burn baby are you ready to follow your feelings can’t heal cus your mother should’ve swallowed burn burn baby are you aiming to please your feelings can’t clean that dirt of your knees My good god I’m a loose machine mopping the floor with the drama queens up and down these halls it’s your call it’s your stupid face Jamie’s place blowing it up to outer space, did I mention drive by Benson’s shootin it up from all directions awe shit stop by Schneider’s matches gone I need a lighter let the venom get in then I barricaded Reddon’s uh oh here we go shootin it out with the four point oh no taking a hit better back off cus now I’m pissed If you want I’ll start punchin either way I’m people huntin lost a screw I’m insane fuck your head I’ll punch your brain not all there I’m narcoleptic this town sucks and I’ve lived Texas graves are dug for my exes caskets symbolize their exit F-U-C now give me a K but Vanna White called sick today maybe I’m a little psychotic maybe I’m a bad narcotic uh oh here we go shootin it out with the four point oh no taking some heat watch in awe as I clear the street Burn burn Susquehanna, Susquehanna burn

~Fell Short of a Miracle~

Vaguely do I think of this a father that I’ll never miss a girl that I will never kiss never kiss never kiss staring blankly at the wall I’m sorry that I missed your call it doesn’t matter not at all no not at all not at all promise me a thousand things I promise that I’ll laugh and sing along to all your stupid songs you write when you’re creative even if you gut these words I bet you’d screw them up at first the pressure seems to break you when you’re underneath the lights I’d die for anybody I’d die for you Lay your roses on the bed the final place to rest my head close your eyes and visualize a prefect sky to memorize think of this as one more dream a dream that you will share with me close your eyes just one more time now as you look back I’ll be fine Rarely do I ever trust my heart before it falls in lust like my patience growing rust growing rust growing rust spin the web you’ll catch me in forgive me Lord for I have sinned my soul is shredding paper thin yes paper thin paper thin I’d die for anybody I’d die for you I’d lie for anybody I’d lie to you I’d lie for anybody I’d lie for you

~Lipstick Confessions~

This is my life like a victim to murder for crying out loud I never hurt her jump back in your skin before you leave me Write it all down with a pen and some paper look at you girl love’s what I gave ya so guilty it’s disgusting you’re my favorite felony say what you’ve got say I really don’t care really don’t care really don’t care now anyway Trippin on your lipstick contemplate a slit wrist pour your feelings down the drain slippin in a new dress back with her hair messed poured your feelings in my veins This is my life like a victim to murder for crying out loud I never hurt her crawl back to your skin before you leave me My good God there’s an angel in the skyline flying through the clouds just to irritate the wind chimes bless my soul I think I dug myself a hole six feet deep deeper down and below I know, I know I don’t know better I read your suicide letter I know I don’t know better prove it, prove it

~Selective Amnesia~

Oh you’ve got me right where you want me right where you want me to be I think it’s kind of funny how you stole these words from me honey I cannot apologize so go ahead and roll your eyes underneath this twisted frame your picture makes me laugh again you really look so happy but I know its all a lie goodbye to your bedroom your perfume my God I’m in love I don’t remember a thing that you said I don’t remember this memory’s dead I guess I’ll remember nothing at all I guess I’ll remember nothing at all Take back everything I said it’s a lie love’s not real its something that we’re lying, crying, dieing for I think it’s so misleading how your constantly depleting treating bleeding out your sins to these people you call friends underneath that shallow shell is more than just a spawn from hell she’s really kind of happy but I know it’s just for show goodbye to my memories they’re telling me my God I’m in love You don’t love me the way I love you

~Rinse & Repeat~

Ravel it up I think I’m patient enough I’ve been debating contemplating filling out the paper work sew it all up until my blood fills the cup that you’ve been drinking kind of thinking nothing’s not good enough for you switchblade fights under glow of neon lights set me up just to pierce the skyline ravel it up I think I’m patient lately I feel so replaced and I can’t help but hate you just a little bit sew it all up until my blood spills every ounce of every landfill I can’t help but hate you just a little bit Take take it all away I need a holiday just to clear my head a bit take take it all away I need a place to stay just to get through all the shit Ever since the day I breathed people would get up and leave father father I’m calling you out stay a little while dad I don’t think love should hurt so bad coward coward you’re running from yourself 3cc’s for that tremor in my knees shaking taking back my childhood 3cc’s for “abandonment disease” leaving breathing is why I hate you still ravel it up I think I’m patient lately I feel so replaced and I can’t help but hate you just a little bit sew it all up until my blood spills every ounce of every landfill I cant help but hate you just a little bit do you hate me do you hate me? little bit do you hate me? little bit do you hate me hate you just a little bit Take take it all away I need a holiday take take it all away I need a place to stay some day

-If Tomorrow Ends Today~

This might sound a little bit sad believe me girl cus I am glad everything is going according to plan this might seem a little too vague take this with you to your grave everything is messy so keep your hands clean ever get the feeling you’re not alone screaming from you megaphone help me help me I’ve fallen in your world ever get the feeling you’re being watched in a crowd that you feel so lost drowning drowning asphyxiate my soul you can’t break me cus you’re still shaking pull the trigger and I’ll figure out everything Fading with the summer’s light today is gonna end tonight kiss me wish me all the best and I’ll try to do the same crashing with the summer breeze underneath these autumn trees kiss me wish me all the best if tomorrow ends today This might sound a little too plain but if you said it yourself it would sound the same everything is going according to plan this might seem a little bit strange so lock your heart inside a cage I’ll come back for you don’t say I didn’t warn ya ever get the feeling that you’re being dumped? Kiss me while my stomach’s pumped help me help me I’m puking up the world ever try hard only to fail? Send a raft cus the ship won’t sail trying crying asphyxiate the girl What if it did? What if it didn’t? hold on to your New York minute LosAngeles is burning up in flames

 

 

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